Today marks Day19 of Lupron injections. WOW! It is just a normal part of the morning routine now and I can say I have only bruised myself once. I added the estrogen patches and pills to the mix last week then doubled them on Saturday and we will increase them again tomorrow. I can say I feel like a teenager again with chin acne, ugh! Oh well, if it works it is worth it.
Many of you know that I follow a fertility thread of woman going through similar things as we are. These woman are encouraging and understanding and offer great advice when you need it. Today I caught up from the weekend and there are so many woman that received a BFN. I am so sad for them that now they have to go through such an emotional thing and find where the next steps are. At the same time I think, well does this give us better odds of seeing a BFP? Isn't that terrible, I mean I feel terrible for thinking it? What can I say, statistics are always in the back of my mind and that is what I thought every time I saw a BFP come up on the thread. I am happy for them especially ones that I have grown so close to and I pray for these woman daily. Such a roller coaster of emotions.
To be honest, I am kind of tired of thinking about it and having to "process" my feelings before speaking.
Isn't it crazy how "normal" injections can become? It is so so sad to see the BFN. I wish that people didn't have to see those at all.
ReplyDeleteYes, it is very normal at this point and I actually though I forgot to take it this morning on my way to work! Freaked out for a second. I guess that 30 day habit thing is true.
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